This is life!

6 Dec - Mummy was tested positive :0 Papa and myself was really really shocked.. but well.. it's another bundle of joy ya? N Jerome, u said it's going to be a Didi ... N Carrie, well.. u stil the same.. crawling here, crawling there.. making funny faces, showing ur super manja look... i wonder if u hv felt it:) We took a while to overcome the shock, when that's over, papa n myself were plang 4 e future, a future with 3 of u in tow... We were worried, very very worried abt not being able to give each of u enuff attention n not able to guide u 3 properly n not able to groom u into useful adults ... but we hv decided to stay tough n we know together we can make it happen.. 15 Dec - Dr do a scan to confirm. Mummy saw the sac Life went on as usual.. we take our walks at the Lake Park, we goes to the market for breakfast. Excitement is building up, at the same time stress is also buildg up.. 23 Dec - Papa n Mummy went to see the doc. We were very excited abt the new bundle of joy .. my instinct told me tt it's going to be a boy . i just knew.. i dunno how . But Doc confirmed a miscarriage. It was unbelievable, after all these ... Mummy went home n told u abt it ... I said, " Jerome, mummy has no baby alr." You said, " Why no more?" You sort of know tt it's a lost but dun really understand y the lost... I tried a white lie .. I said "The doc made a mistake. " You said,"u mean the dr check the wrong place.." u can stil make me laugh ... But anyway, as we gave u yr christmas presents today, they became good distractors. 24 Dec Papa n mummy have to go to the hospital to get things done ... A loss is a loss ...

Anyway.. words simply cant describe how precious the 2 of u r.. after tis incident, the family is now brought to yet another level. I am not sure if we r trying 4 another baby ... Perhaps, god has everything in store for us .. I believe tt everthing happens happened 4 a reason. No matter what .. we love u 2 ya!!!