This is life!

6 Dec - Mummy was tested positive :0 Papa and myself was really really shocked.. but well.. it's another bundle of joy ya? N Jerome, u said it's going to be a Didi ... N Carrie, well.. u stil the same.. crawling here, crawling there.. making funny faces, showing ur super manja look... i wonder if u hv felt it:) We took a while to overcome the shock, when that's over, papa n myself were plang 4 e future, a future with 3 of u in tow... We were worried, very very worried abt not being able to give each of u enuff attention n not able to guide u 3 properly n not able to groom u into useful adults ... but we hv decided to stay tough n we know together we can make it happen.. 15 Dec - Dr do a scan to confirm. Mummy saw the sac Life went on as usual.. we take our walks at the Lake Park, we goes to the market for breakfast. Excitement is building up, at the same time stress is also buildg up.. 23 Dec - Papa n Mummy went to see the doc. We were very excited abt the new bundle of joy .. my instinct told me tt it's going to be a boy . i just knew.. i dunno how . But Doc confirmed a miscarriage. It was unbelievable, after all these ... Mummy went home n told u abt it ... I said, " Jerome, mummy has no baby alr." You said, " Why no more?" You sort of know tt it's a lost but dun really understand y the lost... I tried a white lie .. I said "The doc made a mistake. " You said,"u mean the dr check the wrong place.." u can stil make me laugh ... But anyway, as we gave u yr christmas presents today, they became good distractors. 24 Dec Papa n mummy have to go to the hospital to get things done ... A loss is a loss ...

Anyway.. words simply cant describe how precious the 2 of u r.. after tis incident, the family is now brought to yet another level. I am not sure if we r trying 4 another baby ... Perhaps, god has everything in store for us .. I believe tt everthing happens happened 4 a reason. No matter what .. we love u 2 ya!!!

Carrie is 6 months 3 weeks old :)

How time flies .... mummy hv stopped updatg blogs cos u sleep lesser now... u seems to hv slept 'enuf' for the 1st 3 months n now... we can spend 45 mins rocking u to sleep, u wil sleep 4 like 40 mins.. low return type of investment but well .. stil got to continue with such investment:) u love to move abt, u love to play, u love music, u love putting everything into ur mouth, fav food? the corners of the foam mat - to date, 4 corners came off alr:) u love listeng to Gor Gor, like he's where all the fun begins. Gor gor hv been helpg mummy to pat u to sleep.. He love sleeping by ur side, holding ur little finger in his hand, smothering kisses all over u - too much sometimes.. N gor gor love to be the first one to announce tt u hv POOed:)

burger xperience

tis is e 1st time u prepare ur own lunch.. can c tt u enjoyed it tremendously.. must make good use of tis long leave to try as many new things with u :) tis is hte 1st time i sucessfully posted a video after several attempts.. just got to keep trying ya!

botak!

Despite protests from all my dearie frens.. i stil shaved her.. the botak Carrie.

e SMILE!

Another outdated post to show a outdated picture.. but this picture is so valuable cos these days, it is almost impossible to capture her in proper poses.. not to mention smiling.. she s always on the move!

What a lifestyle! ~ Carrie Chai

u r abt 7 weeks old now, n amazingly, a very mummy friendly routine is developed... last time, i only can get envoious of other pple experiencing this but this time, hahahahaha... over the last 3 nights, ur last feed is at abt 2000 n u slept thru till 0500.. hahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahah........... too bad, i got to wake up at 0200 to express milk or else, hee hee.. imagine i can sleep thru the night! Not sure if this is going to be a permanent gift from u but thanks .. 4 the wonderful 3 nights! Anyway, this is how u lived ur life @ 1-2 mths old.. Drink milk, rest, coos, looks at mobile, cry a bit, sleep, wakes up, change diaper.... Drink milk, rest, coos, looks at mobile, cry a bit, sleep, wakes up, change diaper.... Drink milk, rest, coos, looks at mobile, cry a bit, sleep, wakes up, change diaper.... "Exciting" rite!!

The mobile

U love the mobile (sponsored by Auntie Kathleen~meh2 and Shu2).. U would look at it, stare at it and when u r abt 5 weeks old, u started cooing to it. I remmebered ur first 'a goo goo' was first heard by meh2 and nai2, it's on the 210309, the day shu2 just returned fr Thailand, the day he first met u:) but ur favourite mobile would fail to attract u when u r hungry.. usually when u r well fed, u would be left in the rocker to enjoy ur mobile, if there's no major dis comfort, u would usually dozes off:P Yeah!