12 hrs but only 15 mins

sigh.. it's been really busy @ work.. i was like working non stop n i could not clear my work.. goodness.. wat's worse.. tt day when i sit in front of e com, i really feel like crying.. suddenly i just thot if all these are worth it. Finally, it's Fri, e day i hv been waitg 4. It's a long fri though.. sigh. all of us woke @ 6am tt day, in half an hr time, I say goodbye to both of u n went off to e battle field. E day's finally ended n it's time to go home to both of u. I reahed home @ 8.45pm n Carrie was alr asleep, Jerome was reading wih Papa, I bathed n when I am done, I got Jerome ready for bed.. all of a sudden.. this thot flashed thru ym mind, "wat did i do in my last 20 hrs?" e breakdown goes like this : 15 mins carrie n jerome, 0 min papa, 13h30min @ work. remaining hrs? decided to pen tis down.. cos it feels terrible. It's been 4 months since I returned to work n am working like 12 hrs daily... REFLECTION! Re focus! y r my precious given such little time................. sorry dear, luckily, papa's supportive.. i love u all:) thank you lao gong, do not think i can ever get thru this without u ....