Poo poo time ...

when u r a few months old ........

When u suddunly wakes up from ur whichever time nap, u dun cry n instead u do the finger licking good .. it's poo time! whenever we change u out of ur soiled diaper... u would be smiling n smiling n smiling in such a satisfied manner... lots of shit ya?!

When u r 1y rplus ......

You would stop in yr track n make the "eee ' sound. Now we bring u to the toilet bowl n u could do yr business there.. u can fit into the child toilet seat alr... n could stay there when we tell u to.. great achievement u know:) so proud of u.

Gor Gor.. Papa

Gor gor .. gor gor .. papa papa.. yr little sis is so cheeky.. she started off calling papa and didnt know how to say gor gor. then whenever we asked her to say gor gor, she would say papa instead.. we would all laugh. Now, even if she knows how to call u gor gor, she would stil call u papa purposely then smile cheekily.... just this morning, when we r getting ready to go to nai nai hse, she took yr shoes for u, then went back to her shoes, u just step forward n wear her shoes for her, u said,"Mei mei don't know how to wear her shoes, more important.." so sweet... I couldnt stop smiling the whole day u know.. I love u baby:) the wonderful gor.. i mean 'papa'' :)

12 hrs but only 15 mins

sigh.. it's been really busy @ work.. i was like working non stop n i could not clear my work.. goodness.. wat's worse.. tt day when i sit in front of e com, i really feel like crying.. suddenly i just thot if all these are worth it. Finally, it's Fri, e day i hv been waitg 4. It's a long fri though.. sigh. all of us woke @ 6am tt day, in half an hr time, I say goodbye to both of u n went off to e battle field. E day's finally ended n it's time to go home to both of u. I reahed home @ 8.45pm n Carrie was alr asleep, Jerome was reading wih Papa, I bathed n when I am done, I got Jerome ready for bed.. all of a sudden.. this thot flashed thru ym mind, "wat did i do in my last 20 hrs?" e breakdown goes like this : 15 mins carrie n jerome, 0 min papa, 13h30min @ work. remaining hrs? decided to pen tis down.. cos it feels terrible. It's been 4 months since I returned to work n am working like 12 hrs daily... REFLECTION! Re focus! y r my precious given such little time................. sorry dear, luckily, papa's supportive.. i love u all:) thank you lao gong, do not think i can ever get thru this without u ....

double eyelids

hee hee heee .... finally finally .. can u see..DOUBLE EYELIDS.. u pretty lady. U know how cheeky u r.. before u go to bed everynite, u wil be busy moving stuff down from e big bed.. n u would purposely come down from the big bed-head first... u enjoyed it so m uch tt u kept doing it .. naughty naughty.. u learn how to somersault yrself, u r one big risk taker n one super playful 1 yr old, u laugh loudly when gor gor move towards u, u would think he's chasing u. stay happy dear:P

no pay leave

2009 was a beautiful yr ... cos I am not getting paid :) I was on leave. Papa n myself decided tt I shld take a yr's leave just to stay home with both of u ... seriously, it's pretty fustrating to be stuck home all e time... but i started to plan n eat my meals properly, i hv time, i brought u to the park more often.. u conquer e spider web e 2nd time u tried... u r indeed my pride n joy n fustration.. but these r not wat money can buy. 2009 was a beautiful yr cos of both of u .... wat is happiness without sadness really, thank u DARLINGS!

This is life!

6 Dec - Mummy was tested positive :0 Papa and myself was really really shocked.. but well.. it's another bundle of joy ya? N Jerome, u said it's going to be a Didi ... N Carrie, well.. u stil the same.. crawling here, crawling there.. making funny faces, showing ur super manja look... i wonder if u hv felt it:) We took a while to overcome the shock, when that's over, papa n myself were plang 4 e future, a future with 3 of u in tow... We were worried, very very worried abt not being able to give each of u enuff attention n not able to guide u 3 properly n not able to groom u into useful adults ... but we hv decided to stay tough n we know together we can make it happen.. 15 Dec - Dr do a scan to confirm. Mummy saw the sac Life went on as usual.. we take our walks at the Lake Park, we goes to the market for breakfast. Excitement is building up, at the same time stress is also buildg up.. 23 Dec - Papa n Mummy went to see the doc. We were very excited abt the new bundle of joy .. my instinct told me tt it's going to be a boy . i just knew.. i dunno how . But Doc confirmed a miscarriage. It was unbelievable, after all these ... Mummy went home n told u abt it ... I said, " Jerome, mummy has no baby alr." You said, " Why no more?" You sort of know tt it's a lost but dun really understand y the lost... I tried a white lie .. I said "The doc made a mistake. " You said,"u mean the dr check the wrong place.." u can stil make me laugh ... But anyway, as we gave u yr christmas presents today, they became good distractors. 24 Dec Papa n mummy have to go to the hospital to get things done ... A loss is a loss ...

Anyway.. words simply cant describe how precious the 2 of u r.. after tis incident, the family is now brought to yet another level. I am not sure if we r trying 4 another baby ... Perhaps, god has everything in store for us .. I believe tt everthing happens happened 4 a reason. No matter what .. we love u 2 ya!!!

Carrie is 6 months 3 weeks old :)

How time flies .... mummy hv stopped updatg blogs cos u sleep lesser now... u seems to hv slept 'enuf' for the 1st 3 months n now... we can spend 45 mins rocking u to sleep, u wil sleep 4 like 40 mins.. low return type of investment but well .. stil got to continue with such investment:) u love to move abt, u love to play, u love music, u love putting everything into ur mouth, fav food? the corners of the foam mat - to date, 4 corners came off alr:) u love listeng to Gor Gor, like he's where all the fun begins. Gor gor hv been helpg mummy to pat u to sleep.. He love sleeping by ur side, holding ur little finger in his hand, smothering kisses all over u - too much sometimes.. N gor gor love to be the first one to announce tt u hv POOed:)